Your Choice~~

What I've just did might either bring impact or no impact to you, thats the choice and decision you should make on whether to take it seriously or not ..... If you agreed with what I'm telling which means you do give yourself a second chance to change....from the time being, thank you for listening...

If you do not agree with what I said, it's okay.....its your choice....its just an opinion and you might think that you have done nothing wrong ...so for what reason you should listen to me...

Sorry again if I offended you...

What I've learned from these past few years is... to make everyone your friend~~even your worst enemy...

No matter how much you dislikes them....accept them for what they are... you're nothing off better than them...haters hate....what can you do? Nothing~~ Just let them be...But to your only friends, never ever isolated yourself from them....they cares for you just like you cares for them....even though sometimes you might not share the same opinion...you can still speak out your mind....if they doesn't accept it....just give and take....

Just be grateful for what you have now...just bear with it for another year and you would be set free...do you want to change group with me? I bet that is a no for you...

You said that we both shares the closest thoughts so you want to work with me... I don't think so... if you somehow get to work with me...you already did....you will hate me for whatever it takes... to me...there is two possibilities....to shine or to seek comfort....

For what it is...I do not hate you because you are just a mere human being who needs love...thats what I believe...

New School, New Life~

It's been a long time since I stopped blogging. It's great to be here again. Erm....where should I start?

Okay. First thing is I have stopped studying in TARC as a second year second semester Accounting student roughly a year ago due to some reason after graduated from my Diploma, Second thing is I transferred to another college, KDU to get another Diploma but in a different field which is Culinary Arts. Double Diploma? I know right? What a waste of time and money, that's what everybody told me. 

First of all, people here are indeed rich unlike me. Secondly, compared to TARC which is full of Chinese, you can find all kind of races and foreigners here. How cool was that. The staffs here are quite friendly and nice. Who knows why? It's totally different... I can ensure that.

My classmates, kind of quiet and the serious type. In their own world eventually. They are divided to groups as well... The Smarts, the Gamers, the Romantic and of course the leftovers. Of course, I'm the oldest among these 94's, 95's, 96's and 97's little brothers and sisters and due to my age, they recognizes me as 'nenek' the grandma of the class...whatever.

Another Great Song from One Direction - Tell Me A Lie

Can't ever get it rightNo matter how hard I tryAnd I've triedWell, I put up a good fightBut your words cut like knivesAnd I'm tiredAs you break my heart again this time
Tell me I'm a screwed up messThat I never listen, listenTell me you don't want my kissThat you need your distance, distanceTell me anything but don't you say he's what you're missing babyIf he's the reason that you're leaving me tonightSpare me what you think andTell me a lie
Well you're the charming typeThat little twinkle in your eyeGets me every timeAnd well there must have been a timeI was the reason for that smileSo keep in mindAs you take what's left of you and I
Tell me I'm a screwed up messThat I never listen, listenTell me you don't want my kissThat you need your distance, distanceTell me anything but don't you say he's what you're missing babyIf he's the reason that you're leaving me tonightSpare me what you think andTell me a lie
Tell me a lie... Tell me a lie... Tell me a lie...
Tell me I'm a screwed up messThat I never listen, listenTell me you don't want my kissThat you need your distance, distanceTell me anything but don't you say he's what you're missing babyIf he's the reason that you're leaving me tonightSpare me what you think andTell me a lie
Tell me a lie... Tell me a lie... Tell me a lie...
Tell me a lie

Randomness

I Wish Upon A Star

Once you made a mistake, it might takes years to fully recover it. In some cases, they're not. It's just a matter of how you handle or even cope with something you've done wrong. Some asked for forgiveness, some don't. Some cares about it, some neglected it. Those who had asked for forgiveness meant they still cares. Those who neglected it showed that they had given up hopes. 

Things might not get easy once you screwed them up. Challenges come ahead you. Are you ready for this? Don't you ever feel guilty? Are you strong enough to do it by yourself? Think about the consequences before you even start doing it. Once you have done, you're done! Not much left to think about just make sure you consider about the worthiness of doing something with high risks. You might regret it right after you've done it, as you're too self-proud right before everything started. 

So, try not to waste any chances given to you. I wish I can make it right. Think before you do~

Tokio Hotel - Pain Of Love Lyrics

The pain of love won't break us up
We don't need your salvation
The pain of love will never stop
We are our own creation

The pain of love lives in our hearts
It's deeper than the ocean
The pain of love waits in the dark
We take it in slow motion

And we go on and we go on
And on and on and on
We don't belong, we don't belong
Belong to anyone

The pain of love will last forever
Promise me, promise me
We'll celebrate the pain together
The pain of love, love, love

The pain of love in all of us
It hits you like a hammer
The pain of love, we can't turn off
Let's celebrate the drama

The pain of love, don't let us crush
We will be all forgiven
The pain of love, I wanna touch
Without it's not worth living

And we go on and we go on
And on and on and on
We don't belong, we don't belong
Belong to anyone

The pain of love will last forever
Promise me, promise me
We'll celebrate the pain together
The pain of love, love, love

We climb the mountains
Walk the deserts for our love
Let's make a pact tonight
So we can feel this pain of love forever

And we go on and we go on
And on and on and on
We don't belong, we don't belong
Belong to anyone

And we go on and we go on
And on and on and on
We don't belong, we don't belong
Belong to anyone

The pain of love will last forever
Promise me, promise me
We'll celebrate the pain together
The pain of love, love, love

The pain of love
The pain of love
The pain of love

FT Island - 여자는 몰라 / Yeohja Neun Molla / Girls Don't Know / She Doesn't Know

ROMANIZATION:

Geu·nyuh·neun mo·reu·jyo jung·mahl mo·reu·jyo ee ah·peun sa·rang
Nah hon·ja sa·rang·eul ha·go ddoh ee·byul·eul ha·go
Geu·nyuh·reul bo·nae·yo

Ji·oo·go ji·wuh·bwah·do
Son ggeut·ha·na ji·ool soo ubt·neun
Nae·gehn oh·jik ha·na·boon·een sa·ram geu·nyuh·reul bo·nae·yo

Yuh·jah·neun sa·rang·eul mol·la
Do·dae·che sa·rang·eul mol·la
Geu·nyuh·neun sa·rang·ba·kkeh mo·reu·neun nae mahm·eul mol·lah

Yuh·jah·neun sa·rang·eul mol·lah
Ee seul·peun nam·ja·eh sa·rang·eul mol·lah
Geu·nyuh·neun ee·byul·ba·kkeh mo·reu·neun yuh·jah·ra sa·rang·eul mol·lah

Nuhn juhl·dae nae mahm·eul mohl·la sa·rang·eul mol·la
Geu·rae·suh na·reul dduh·nah da·reun sa·rang gol·la
Jji·juh·jin nae mahm bahn·hae geu mahn·keum·do mol·la nuh·neun nuh ba·kkeh mol·la

Nahn geu·ruhn nuh ba·kkeh mol·la ee·byul·eun jahl mol·la
Geu·rae·suh sa·rang·eun nae·geh sang·chuh·ro nahm·ah
Oh·neul·do ni·ga dduh·nahn bahng·eh hon·ja nahm·ah
Nah·neun nuh·bah·kkeh mol·la

Sang·chuh·ga hyoong·tuh·ro nahm·ah
Son·ggeut·ha·na gah·ril soo ubt·neun
Nae·gehn oh·jik ha·na·bboon·een sa·ram geu·nyuh·reul bo·nae·yo

Yuh·jah·neun sa·rang·eul mol·la
Do·dae·che sa·rang·eul mol·la
Geu·nyuh·neun sa·rang·ba·kkeh mo·reu·neun nae mahm·eul mol·lah

Yuh·jah·neun sa·rang·eul mol·lah
Ee seul·peun nam·ja·eh sa·rang·eul mol·lah
Nahn oh·jik geu·nyuh·mahn·eul gi·dah·ril·ja·na

Ee·ruhn ah·peun sa·rang·eul mol·la
Ee·ruhn seul·peun sa·rang·eul mol·la
Geu·nyuh·neun sa·rang·ba·kkeh mo·reu·neun nae mahm·eul mol·la

Yuh·jah·neun sa·rang·eul mol·la
Ee seul·peun nam·ja·eh sa·rang·eul mol·la
Geu·nyuh·neun ee·byul·ba·kkeh mo·reu·neun yuh·ja·rah sa·rang·eul mol·la

TRANSLATION:

She doesn't know, she really doesn't know, this painful love
I love alone, and say another goodbye
I'm sending her away

I try and try to erase
But not even a fingertip's amount can be erased
The only person who can be the one for me, I am sending her away

Girls don't know love
They don't have a clue about love
She doesn't know my heart that knows nothing but love

Girls don't know love
They don't know this sad boy's love
Since she is a girl who knows nothing but separation, she doesn't know love

You know nothing of my heart, you don't know love
So you're leaving me, you're choosing another love
Against my torn heart, do you really know so little? you know nothing but yourself

That kind of you is all I know, I don't really know goodbyes
So love is remaining with me as a wound
Again today, I remain alone in the room you left
I know nothing but you

The wound remains as a scar
Of which not a single fingertip can be hidden
The only person who can be the one for me, I am sending her away

Girls don't know love
They don't have a clue about love
She doesn't know my heart that knows nothing but love

Girls don't know love
They don't know this sad boy's love
I'm still waiting only for her

They don't know this kind of painful love
They don't know this kind of sad love
She doesn't know my heart that knows nothing but love

Girls don't know love
They don't know this sad boy's love
Since she is a girl who knows nothing but separation, she doesn't know love

Secondhand Seranade - Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry 

call I'm desperate for your voice 

Listening to the song we used to sing 

In the car, do you remember 

Butterfly, Early Summer 

It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet 

Cause I was born to tell you I love you 

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 

Stay with me tonight 

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh 

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh 

Cause every breath that you will take 

when you are sitting next to me 

will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy? 

(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you 

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 

Stay with me tonight 

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home 

x4 

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have) 

Cause I was born to tell you I love you 

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 

Stay with me tonight 

Cause I was born to tell you I love you 

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 

Stay with me tonight 

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face 
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong 
I have figured out
How this world turns cold 
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find 
deep inside me 
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

Emo Bands

Paramore

Tokio Hotel

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

30 Seconds To Mars

Boys Like Girls

Fall Out Boy

My Chemical Romance

Owl City

Panic At The Disco

All-American Rejects

Gothic Bands

Evanescence

Nightwish

Lacuna Coil

We Are The Fallen

Misery Business!!

Misery Business Lyrics

I'm in the business of misery,

Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag,
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got what I wanted now
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Paramore Rocks!!

Ignorance lyrics

Songwriters: Farro, Joshua Neil; Williams, Hayley;

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me

Well, I guess I'll make my own way

It's a circle, a mean cycle

I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?

What's my offense this time?

You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me

Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs

I don't wanna feel your pain

When you swear it's all my fault

'Cause you know we're not the same

No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together

We wrote our names in blood

But I guess you can't accept that the change is good

It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened

Any longer and I wouldn't have made it

It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture

I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me

They won't get you anywhere

I'm not the same kid from your memory

Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs

I don't wanna feel your pain

When you swear it's all my fault

'Cause you know we're not the same

No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together

We wrote our names in blood

But I guess you can't accept that the change is good

It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger

Well, it's nice to meet you, sir

I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out